something i fear came
and there's nothing i can do about it
i tried to be the good one
i tried to understand
but sometimes i just need people to understand me too
people often say i'm too good
giving in, and never say no to help
but when i really need someone to lean on
when i really need someone to rely on
whats in for me?
i just need someone to understand and love me
shower me with love
my life hasn't been going well this past 22 years
this coming friday will be my birthday
i've never had someone i love on that day
other than my family and close friends
i wanna it to be special
but nothing seems to be going right now
i tried to fight
i did everything
i put my ego down
i be what a normal boyfriend does
in return, i only hope for a normal birthday
i only hope for a simple everything
shan't be emo!
at least i'll be having a family dinner
with my mum, dad and sis!
it's been sometime since we had dinner together
loveeeeeeeeeee!