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stupidity
Sunday, January 03, 2010
and i know i know, i must be the stupidest guy on earth
its of super mixed feelings
how much of hate, sadness and little i felt
compared to so much of what people have done
i feel so distant, so useless
inferiority might be the correct word to use
so much i wanted to take the lead
say the command, do the possible
so much i wanted to express myself
but inferiority is the key to failure
and i jolly well know that
what's 1 year compared to a 4 year
i had my 5 year when i was still in high school
but this is a different case
so totally different
its bad enough to hear everything
so much i feel like slapping myself
so much i feel like strangling myself
so freaking insignificant i am
simple stuff like ______ i cant even express it out well
letting people take the lead
what commander i am
wanted to be invinsible
seeing everything right before me
yet nothing i can do
hearing so much things
yet nothing i have done
i feel useless now
if only i could have done more
if only i could have just snatched it away
yet the fact is i'd just be someone
close and someone you'll want to keep as a crying shoulder
an encouraging pillar
so much i wanna take you away just now
but the words just couldn't come out
fearing of disappointment and rejection
i know such chances never come a second time
i wonder when will your sun finally shine for me
and i wonder when will i ever
not be just that someone in your shadows
there's so many things i dreamt about
so many lovely things that i wanna do
yet somehow i know,
its all nothing but a distant dream
if only i could
but my stupidity ruled me
just bear with the pain to see you off with someone else
when that someone else could be me
i know you're waiting for me to say
yet i couldn't pluck out the courage to hurt someone else
im just another walking stick put by the umbrella shelf
its the stupidity of me
who doesn't have the courage to hold you by the hand
take you away from everyone else
being selfish
being possessive
just the 2 of us
words couldn't fail us
if only you feel the same
if only i'm not that stupid
if only i tried harder
but its all...
sayonara
怎麽忍心怪你犯了错
是我给你自由过了火
让你更寂寞
才会陷入感情漩涡
怎麽忍心让你受折磨
是我给你自由过了火
如果你想飞
伤痛我背
its of super mixed feelings
how much of hate, sadness and little i felt
compared to so much of what people have done
i feel so distant, so useless
inferiority might be the correct word to use
so much i wanted to take the lead
say the command, do the possible
so much i wanted to express myself
but inferiority is the key to failure
and i jolly well know that
what's 1 year compared to a 4 year
i had my 5 year when i was still in high school
but this is a different case
so totally different
its bad enough to hear everything
so much i feel like slapping myself
so much i feel like strangling myself
so freaking insignificant i am
simple stuff like ______ i cant even express it out well
letting people take the lead
what commander i am
wanted to be invinsible
seeing everything right before me
yet nothing i can do
hearing so much things
yet nothing i have done
i feel useless now
if only i could have done more
if only i could have just snatched it away
yet the fact is i'd just be someone
close and someone you'll want to keep as a crying shoulder
an encouraging pillar
so much i wanna take you away just now
but the words just couldn't come out
fearing of disappointment and rejection
i know such chances never come a second time
i wonder when will your sun finally shine for me
and i wonder when will i ever
not be just that someone in your shadows
there's so many things i dreamt about
so many lovely things that i wanna do
yet somehow i know,
its all nothing but a distant dream
if only i could
but my stupidity ruled me
just bear with the pain to see you off with someone else
when that someone else could be me
i know you're waiting for me to say
yet i couldn't pluck out the courage to hurt someone else
im just another walking stick put by the umbrella shelf
its the stupidity of me
who doesn't have the courage to hold you by the hand
take you away from everyone else
being selfish
being possessive
just the 2 of us
words couldn't fail us
if only you feel the same
if only i'm not that stupid
if only i tried harder
but its all...
sayonara
怎麽忍心怪你犯了错
是我给你自由过了火
让你更寂寞
才会陷入感情漩涡
怎麽忍心让你受折磨
是我给你自由过了火
如果你想飞
伤痛我背
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