i was reading through
STOMP just now
on vday writing contest
and i found this entry seriously nice and heartwarming
click here for full article from stompthe part where the guy do small little sweet things
really made me feel so happy for them
wherever they are in singapore,
you got my blessings (:
the girl is just like many of my friends i know around me
falling in love with bad boys and stuffs
i won't say its bad or wrong
everyone got their road to choose
their freedom of choice
whether to them, their future will be secured
its up to them to decide
so usually i will give my blessings
but also give advices on such relationships
i wouldn't say ending up with me will have good future or so
at least to me someone with a proper education
will be a better choice
so what if you're earning 1.6k a month now as a i [don't know]
(people of our age will go.. WAAA alot lehs)
but 5 years down? 10 years down when you prepare for marriage?
1.6k for a family is definitely not enough in a family
drifting away from the story already..
everyone deserves a second chance
but once they blow the second chance
its over.. the trust will be hard to earn back again
thats why i always ask my friends to hold on
asking them, do they deserve it?
have they done enough from the start to make you give them?
if yes, please do so..
if no, please move on..
simple and easy stuff
just like in the entry
the girl gave the bad boy chances to fall in love
knowing that her past relationships with bad boys seldom work out
its hard i know
i'm trying my best now
not to view your [fill in the blanks] already
your [fill in the blanks]
because i know nothing will get in now
words that you said were no chance
hurtful yes. forceful yes. no sympathy yes. no regards for anything yes.
i understand, you've always been this way
and i know it since the start
no matter how much i do, such words still come to me
no leniency
but i'm always that easy let things pass guy
though yes some stuff i will remember for very long
you made your [fill in the blanks] and i can see
that im not like the others
that you'll give a second chance
all along i know i'm just someone
that [fill in the blanks] when you're [fill in the blanks]
and when you [fill in the blanks]
im just a [fill in the blanks]
after this post..
i'll be having a new blog and everything
memories will stay here
for everyone to see my life
from the very start
all the post that were dedicated
all the happy and sad memories i have
is not enough to amend for something that i feel injust about
for my new blog address
please contact me
emails and stuff may change
because i know if i don't walk away now
i'll never be able to love you in the future again
[yes you laugh abt it, thinking im like a fool,
im just some plain dumbfuck
laugh at me more -yes it hurts but fuck it-
thinking this year plus everything are lies
facebook comments, blog post, sms-es, hangouts
everything was just a front, a fake
laugh at my stupidity, so be it
for i know that the people around me
can see the real me, the real actions
yes you may not trust me
or my words anymore
you may have already gotten someone else (which i got a feeling long ago)
but there's something i know that even if i've lost
i need to say
that is [fill in the blanks]
god knows if im lying about everything]
sore ja.. saiko desu.. maata ne.. watashi no koi desu..