Thursday, December 31, 2009
ok since today is the last day of 2009
i shall make a post
no pics still cos i at lan!
maybe i can copy some from those i put on ma facebook
had a great week @ club, lan, and everything else
this 2009 has been a fruitful one
many good and bad things
lets welcome 2010 with open arms
forgive and forget
lets have everything nice when 2010 starts
countdown this year is a crap thing seriously
i have guard duty on the first day of 2010
hais... forget it man! ):
blame on my luck T.T
looks like a bad start
haha contridicting huh
k la ciao guys!
i rant my rants @ 11:10 PM
merry xmas!
Friday, December 25, 2009
merry xmas everyone!
its the 25th of december once againnnnn
i got my 2nd ear piercing a few days back
argh still kinda have the phobia of needles
but i still went on with it
unable to psycho Ck into piercing. TMD
xmas was kinda boring this year though
went to watch Sherlock Holmes
quite a nice movie..
lucky my english standard still can make it
arbo a little more, unable to understand
4/5 i can say!
OH YA! i watched avatar twice in a week!
really worth the watch!
everything was just perfect for a movie! 6/5!
im going out for a xmas karaoke this evening with my family!
first ever karaoke as a family
but okok~! i don't know what to sing!
haha! at least with them.. haha!
i moving out soon for dinner @ h hour
hoho! merry xmas guys!
enjoy this festive season ya! hehe
THIS IS OUR LAND!
i rant my rants @ 3:25 PM
title!
Sunday, December 20, 2009
cool i just realised my new skill allows title
haha! since when did i put that code in
now every post will reflect the title!
cool! i'll think of that
shall update later!
avatar? anyone?!? *inserts sad face*
i rant my rants @ 4:04 PM
truth? lies?
Saturday, December 19, 2009
which are the truth and which are the lies?
not many people around me can tell me the truth
thinking of hurting feelings
or just simply don't mean what they say
its hard to find a trustworthy person i could say
for example. when one say i don't wanna do this thing anymore
before you know it. BAM!
the next day they did that thing
it never changes
from a year ago..
till even now
friends i made along the way
i can only say only 1 kept to almost all his words
and i know that friend will be a life-long friend of mine
now ask again. is it so hard to keep faith in your words
i often ponder am i such a guy too?
i thought back on my actions and i realised
when i say no, its so god-damm hard for me to say yes again
but why can't everyone do the same thing?
one moment they were like..
'oh no la.. im not going to change.. i will stay like this'
next moment, changed
haha. how fast the world can change
so which are the truth
and which are the lies
maybe i'm missing something out of my everyday life
but can't people just have more faith in themselves?
more perseverance and more strong to their words
yes yes.. somethings are hard to do
somethings are said to give you the motivation
in the end, its all up in the mind to do it
things like love and relationships can be understood
easy to love, hard to forget
but other things that are simple to keep promise
now it brings down to
i need to do it or i want to do it
this could go on for days..
just a little thing to ponder for everyone
take a little time out of our everyday lives and think
how many promises have you kept
and how many promises have you broken
starting from the least important to the most important
i did a reflection of myself
but thats for me to know and for you to find out!
haha!
i sent out a sms today to ???
well i could say the reply was neither good nor neither bad
at least it kept my heart at ease now
ain't that easy to say things out in a sms
really i hope christmas, new year, chinese new year, valentines
will not be that same old boring shit i have
for the past like what
20 years? haha
show me that you're trying
show me that you're thinking
show me that i'm worth it
k_l_y called me last night
and it really did surprised me a little
for a week she was like missing
i gave up talking or what so ever already
but was kinda happy she called
she asked if i was free for movie
but fate and luck always play me out
i have guard duty NOW (which is the day after yesterday which is today)
planned to go for it telling the g.comm that i'll book in
the following morning instead of the night
but oh well, too late when i told her
she went off drinking somewhere
haha! thats how it is for the past 1 year
fate just wasn't there
but ain't that important now
i feel if its really meant to be
it'll have all happened 1 month ago
for now, i'll be true to what i told
youyou really did make a change somewhere somehow since i know you
oh shyt! its near 8 now
back to duty~ shall be free in about 12 hours from now!
my leave till JANUARY 2010!
GOODBYE 2PDF! GOODBYE GUARD DUTIES! GOODBYE WORKING!
for 2 weeks...will you be unlike all the others i met?
certainly i hope you meant what you said
i rant my rants @ 7:28 PM
Thursday, December 17, 2009
okok im back to blogging
having a flu right now
making my whole body ache!
goddammit! saturday still got last duty for the month
then i'm on leave!
anyone wants to jio me out for the whole of december?
im free im free im free!
ok gotta rest more, drink more water
im getting soon too often during the end part of the years!
its the fun part
so please don't get sick lex!
1 year ago from now i was stuck in camp
doing PT from morning till night
how sad is that
1 year from then i am stuck at home
sleeping from morning till night
LOL! suck on that!
ok i swear im gonna turn this place into
more than words
yes literally!
im gonna photo down stuff and post it!
god dammit! i myself taboleh tahan all words blog
as they say
pictures speaks a thousand words
im going through something they call
change of emotions, change of feelings
or what they call it
i know i know it should have started long ago
but come on man
it ain't late to start now right!
especially when its so my type!
haha! just hope she understands!
is it so hard to find back the confidence that i once lost?
argh! slap me hard on my head!
i think im starting to have
more than hweeeeeeeeelingggggggggg for k _ _ _ _!
woops! *ahem*
oh well~ who knows
but everything i do never turns out well
oh well. shall start the picture mania after sat ya! ^.^
cheerios people! and take care!
don't you feel the difference?!?
i rant my rants @ 11:33 PM
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
its a cold and lonely wednesday
stuck in camp doing guard duty
now is my rest time
so decided to update my blog a little
got my 2nd shoe on monday
god dammit i've been spending my money like water
control lex control!
anyway this girl call RINN aka kerin
sibeh havoc la!
hahaha but funny LOL
stupiddddddddddddddddd
gotta run some errands for my boss tml after guard duty
go to ubi to collect some trophy stuff
saturday will be my last guard duty for december
AND IM ON LEAVE
dammit! cant wait! but i don't want 2009 to end
its been quite a nice year for me
smiles and sadness
but nonetheless
blessful and memorable memories
now i just want to move on
i just want to experience new things
i've yet to experience
that i missed out for so long
christmas, valentines
everything is coming so fast!
how i hope things will come so nice
alright! off to get some rest
duty later again which means
MOVIE! ^.^
peace out people!
'i love my people, singing blah blah blah~'
ok dammit it. BYE! hehe
you you! yes you! brighten my life up! will you?
i rant my rants @ 11:48 PM
Monday, December 14, 2009
okay... i need to force myself to update more often
since i have the time
went shopping with hanx and shaun on saturday!
walked for quite long
finally bought a shoe from
Aldowhich cost price is 155
and after discount.... 108!
haha! ion sure do have lotsa offers now
but im not that kinda rich to spend my money there
im still hesistating on the registration of my FTT
cos i really scared fail!
i was browsing thru my FTT book
and i got bored and tired after like what? 13 pages?
alot alot alot of words!
goddammit! haha
can't wait for the 20th though
where my leave and offs start to flow in
so shiok...
guard duty on the 16 and 19
ahhhh... how much i hate guard duties
waste of my beautiful time!
heading out soon again
shopping at bugis again!
gonna get those cheap stuffs
haha! i don't go for branded
i go for 'woah this is so me! so nice!' kind of stuff
now i just need
- 2 jeans
- a top
- a sneaker/slip in
- a carrying bag
- a wallet
- a coin pouch
- a good earphone
- a good love for xmas, new year and valentines!
(HAHAHAHAHA)oh santa oh santa
you've been cheating me for 21 years of my life
please make somethings come true this year will ya!
stop cheating my feelings!
to a new beginning
cheers!
i rant my rants @ 2:08 PM
Thursday, December 10, 2009
alright peeps its been so long since i last posted
yes yes i know somewhere somehow, someone is still reading my post
anyway, a good 1-2 weeks not updating
there's something that happened
pictures! with my new cam!
went clubbing last friday with the 2PDF specs
haha had my share of fun
shant say much
with some pics as memories
want to go PHUTURE again!
though its ex. haha! but the crowd is so my type
my office is starting to clear their leaves already
and that means mine too!
haha! will not be in camp for a good 1/2 month of dec
this saturday will mark the 1year anniversary already!
see how time flies!
if you track back 1 year ago around this date
i'm still whining about how i'm going to lose contacts with friends
how am i going to lose the love i loved (i'm still losing. LOL)
how i'm gonna be botak and no time to do many things
but see now! 1 year later
i've grown more mature (definitely la hor... mai argue)
i've got more $$ in my bank compared to my poly days
where i always have to squeeze money out
leaving that pathetic $1 in it
1 year later, im a sergeant
serving the nation
proud or not....
sometimes yes sometimes no...
i've glad i've been through this phase of my life
learning impt skills like treasuring time, money and luxury
i've ate grasses, kiss the mud
feed the mosquitoes and sandflies
slept under the rain for a good 4-5 days
experience earthquakes, typhoon
been to taiwan my 2nd favourite place to be
met new people, gain new knowledge
experieced the pain of love
the good and bad times
made good friends (DEFINITELY! EVERY SINGLE ASS I MET SINCE BMT)
from bmt, to sispec bslc, sispec aslc
till now 2pdf
i've made really many new friends
from different schools, different race, different attitude
looking back at 2009
i feel a lil accomplished in life
i've never regret going to the path of a commander
makes me more man and everything
2009 is getting to an end
2010 is coming! on my trail!
that means new resolution, new achievements and new standards
feb 14. a day in 2009 that is so special
yet so hurting for me
we made a promise
to spend every feb 14 together
do you remember?
2010.. i think its never gonna happen
i've taken it at my stride
opening up more options
just hope 2010's valentines will be a special one just like in 2003! HAHA!
okok.. 2009 too ya! haha
went shopping today
alone @ bugis..
feels good to be at your own pace
taking time to look at things
when your life is going so fast paced
but it kinda sucks when there's no opinions for you
who wanna go shopping with me? LOL
guess i'll end here
off to watch my bleach!
will end with a list of things i wanna get
anyone for a very belated present for me for my 21st?
or rather for xmas? HAHA!
nights peepoooooooo!
peace!
lex's wishlist- good headphone
- more light-colour-ed jeans
- more tops!
- hand accessories
- branded carrying bag
- 2 types of shoes (yes that kind of shoes!)
- more ear piercing
- a new and wonderful love (?)
- driving license!
- ORD peacefully on 11/12/2010
- start learning my japanese! (again)
- wonderful xmas and valentines
- go clubbing more (with more $ and babes! HAHAHA!)
- a doggy ^.^
- matching watch to go wtih my clubbing wear
you made me remember of the joyness i once experienced
so near yet so far
so beautiful yet so blurish
i wished for the day i'll give you the 99th fake rose
for the 100th will be the real one
to signify that after my love never dies
the last one will be my last breath saying
'i love you'
on my deathbed 80 to 90 years later
i rant my rants @ 1:59 AM
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
back from ATP
tmd IA make me cannot fire 3 bullets
arbo my score swee
ZZZ!
marksmen la!!!!!
LOLOLOLOL
pity no 200 bucks for infantry
totally no motivation sia
will book out tml!
cohesion on fri @ sentosa!
night is clubbing with my peeps!
who wanna tag along! ^.^
smiling throughout my days
real of fake?
i hope its real..
i rant my rants @ 12:01 AM