Wednesday, September 30, 2009
yet another day
went back PLC to facilitate some shooting
went back to juliet coyline
and i saw staff ang, warrant (ohgay) lim and sergeant major!
haha they gave me a warm welcome!
so nice to see them and chat with them
going back later on for some fam shooting
staying in tomorrow!
rawr! that means outfield is coming
oh well, gonna stone more there
some things happen so fast
that i can't even pause to see
it came and went so fast
leaving me behind
breatheless and alone
trust and believe is important i know
but somehow i feel pity for myself
i've never been successful in such stuff
even when i really put in effort
and really prove it
maybe im not cut out for it
thanks for the times k
though short but meaningful
i've nothing more to say
only thing is that i know i never lied to you or to myself
haha
fuck my life
fmylife.com
i rant my rants @ 1:57 AM
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
ok after much editing, its up
my new blog
new name and everything!
no more xiaolex or what!
i ain't xiao anymore!
hahaha! its been like 4 years since i used xiao
kinda need to change ya
21 still xiao something got problem le
i find this layout quite neat and simple
just nice + its dark in colour ya?
haha!
the last thing im gonna do
is to change my audi ign to just lex
no more xiaoLex
but hard la..
cos use so long le...
heartpain. LOL
went clubbing on saturday
with ruby and her friends
andy and his friends
ping hong and his friends
AND randy and his friends
so many people
and i got to know new people too! *sniggers*
rebel was exceptionally fun last sat!
one of my best clubbing experience so far
music was great
liqour was enough
dancefloor was wild
girls were hot
hunks were still a bit more
hahas! but im glad i got to get wild with my friends
oh well! gonna be a busy week!
with reservist people coming in
next week is field camp
boring boring field camp
my first in this new unit
hope to learn something new (:
till then, NIGHTS ALL !
to justyne: get well soon! we still have movie coming up! XD
to kelly: don't sad le k! you still have me to talk to (:how sweet!
dedication ^.^
i snapped it secretly!
cheer up alright!
you should know who you are!
i rant my rants @ 1:52 AM
Monday, September 21, 2009
nothing much to update this past week
just a LONG LONG time meet up with *mysterious old friend* on wednesday
finally received her present that made me really "awwwww"
and i passed her mine
though its nothing much laaaa
i really can't think of what to get her from taiwan mahs ):
met up with peifen bro on friday
since i head to yishun
in the end they went dhoby with me
2 games of drums,
lame chatting and dinner
really love them lots!
haha! funny bunch to be in with (:
booked in on monday
which is today...
damm bored..
tml in-pro so book in today to settle some stuffs
met up with the 2 bei-beis @ JP
haha funny chatting on phone last night with them & kenshin
lol! chatted till 7am bth go sleep
now im in camp
hope its still slack x.x
i wanna go home ):
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i wanna say i don't love you anymore
i wanna say i have no more feelings anymore
everytime i'm with someone
i hoped it was you that i was in
when i'm with girls
having laughter and new things
you came into my mind as replacement
i know its something impossible
i know its something not everyone can understand
if i'm gonna tell myself i've given up hope
if i'm gonna tell myself i've no more feelings for you
if i'm gonna tell myself that i love you no more
i know its a lie
seeing how happy you are right now
makes me really wanna go away
to never disturb
but the images and flashes of the times we had
still lingers in me
we've never been together
but the quarrels, the laughters and the conversations
is enough to make this memory a beautiful one
i have to go
but i can't
if only you knew how much i wanted to care
if only you knew how much i wanted you to come back
but reality is reality
i hope you'll never know
i rant my rants @ 11:42 PM
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
and so i haven been blogging
and there's spider webs all over
nothing much in life anyway
i'm lazy to talk about my NS anymore
kinda boring
but the busy part is coming
oh well, im going to do 2 man's job from now on
wish me luck
my tagboard is so quiet now ):
oh well, shant update more
im looking for something.....
something
ah.... just a pop quiz before i end this boring post
01.Who was your last text from?
joelyn 02.Where was your default picture taken?
in hanx's condo toilet!03.Your relationship status?
single, and going strong LOL04.Have you ever lost a close friend? What is a close friend?
yep. and literally lost. he suicided. god bless him.05.Wad is your current mood?
unwanted? lol06.How many siblings do you have?
just 1 more very clever sister07.Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
jiahui08.Where do you wish you were right now?
somewhere where i am king09.Have a crazy side? What do you think?
yep. when i get high, i can do almost anything. and literally ANYTHING! :x10.Ever had a near death experience?
yeah. went i went lanning with hao, hanx a year ago.
i was walking along the road with them and decided to turn back to check the traffic
and tada, a bmw zoomed pass me and i could feel the metal door conenction with me11.Something you do alot?
arcade and dota ^.^12.Angry at anyone? Angry at who?
not anyone. its been ages since i got angry @ anyone. ain't im an angel? :p13.What's stopping you from goin the person you like?
interaction and opportunities. courage maybe14.When was the last time you cried?
just this morning. yawn till i tear. counted? 15.Is there anyone you would do anything for?
that will be my family and my laopo (coming soon)16.What you think about when you are falling asleep?
i just knock out. LOL17.Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
little18.What is your favourite song?
for lyrics: Used to by Chris Daughtry
for pleasure: Guarantee (feat. Flo Rida) by Akon19.What are you doing right now?
doing quiz, sms-ing20.Who do you trust right now?
i trust everyone around me de
but if they displace my trust
goodbye ^.^21.Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
im topless now x.x22.Have you kissed in the past few weeks?
nope. been years. LOL okok. 1 year?23.Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
nicholas. although we seldom meet up24.Describe your life in one word
colourless25.Who are you thinking of right now?
someone.. but thats not going to happen.. she's attached. haha!26.What should you be doin now?
playing dota? ROFL!27.What are you listening to?
my mum's nagging28.Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
gosh.. that will be qiqi. she hugs me whenever she sees me. haha.29.Who was the last person who yelled at you?
its been some time since i got yelled at lehs.
im such an angel. :o30.Do you act differently around the people you like?
yep. usually will feel out of place
unless we're really close already.31.What is your natural hair colour?
PURE DARK BLACK. hahahaha32.Who was the last person to make you laugh?
some warrant officer call shankar. made me laugh like mad..33.Who was the last person to make you sad?
a girl who promises but never did it. ):34.What do you hear?
i hear "dinner le, boy!" =.=
35.Is your hair curly or straight?
fcking straight. like rebonded...36.Has anyone ever call you "scrumptious" before?
yes. but i hope to hear it soon again. haha 37.Do you have a best friend?
don't have a best. i treat those who are close mostly the same38.Held hands with opposite sex in the past 3 days?
yea. in my dreams..39.Do you use smiley face on the computer?
yep. simple ones though.40.Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
yes! my no.4! im late for book in back in BMT! changed in my dad's car. haha!41.Are you happy with life right now?
yes and no. it'll be perfect if my princess appears now42.Are you jealous right now?
yeah. that my sis is going taiwan and i'm stuck in camp ):43.What jewellery are you currently wearing?
no jewellery. just accessories44.What were you doing on Friday night?
chilling out, gaming45.Have you every had your heart broken?
yes like always ):46.Have you ever broken someone's heart?
yep. and im so sorry about it47.Is there anyone you are disappointed in now?
yes indeed. why such a nice and friendly person has such an attitude48.What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
fever, cough, flu. not chao keng ok!49.How late did you stay up last night and why?
3am, dota dota...50.Tag ten people? Anyone can do it.
hanx
yuki
hao
kaori
little
qiqi
joelyn
samantha
zhirong
benthats it? oh well
toodles world (:
i rant my rants @ 6:32 PM