please tell me how to understand people
especially girls
its a hard thing to do and its tiring
(well i supposed girls will say the same thing)
i mean how!
sometimes they're nice
sometimes they just ignore
what exactly are they thinking?
im tired of trying each and every time
im going taiwan for 3 weeks soon
many things may happen in 3 weeks that will affect me
it has always been like this
im trying my best now
i just have that bad feeling that for that 3 weeks
something will happen again
something i don't like
something i don't wish to accept
someone asked me
what do you see in herand i answered i don't know
its weird how love is
you just love because you love
the most fucked up thing you can get from love is
your love is unreturned
you may try your best
showing all the love, care and concern you may give
but in the end, nothing is returned
things aren't so flowy as it seems
negelience, isolation, ignor-ation, unappreciation
so many things that may come to you
but sometimes love gives you the mysterious power to forgo these unacceptable
all people want may be just
more attention, more love and more hints
its hard trying to find out if the person you love
loves you back
its even harder when they treat you hot and cold
when will this game of catching, this game of hide and seek ends?
i really want it to end now
to have everything poured out
good or bad, happy or sad
im tired, im shagged, im exhausted
if you love, say that you do
there's pain that people won't understand
hope for the latter
oh well, again booking on late sunday night
or rather early monday
aint really feeling well
maybe getting MC if i don't get well
field camp just over
2 more tough one to go and i will have finished what i want to start off with
endure lex, endure (:
tatas, booking in later.. its 1.11am right now
and someone hasn't reply me for like 3hrs le!
): oh well, time is running out for me
2 long months of weekends gone
see you guys in 2 months time ):
you know who i want, you know who i love
give me the courage to go on
the confidence to carry on
i'm at my wits end now