are there such girls in sg?! if yes please intro to me! rofl!
of cos, her voice need not be like her haha!
ciao world!
i rant my rants @ 8:00 PM
okok and i know its quite some while since i last blogged i'm still wondering if there are still people reading or this have turned into my personal diary. hoho quite a busy week seriously had my field camp last week was sick so didn't attend first 2 days went for the last 2 days. i shall say its slack and not slack route marches @ 2 or 3 am really sucks drained everything off me everyone was practically a zombie and dozing away
250709 went to club on a saturday night had much fun! met new people of different kinds especially this girl called lynn or lene till now still don't know! lol a funny girl but keep torturing people to drink drink drink had quite alot to drink myself in the end i think of everyone only me, benny and another friend were awake others all like drunk babies haha! eugene went for a puke and my god! randy also gone case! LOL something bad happened though they chased out of club damm xia suay but send some people home and partied till 5am. lol even the lynn or lene who could hold her liqour got drunk send her into a cab. lmao (or was it her friend?)
280709 met up my BMT mates for lunch, dinner and lanning session long time since i last saw zhirong had much fun dota-ing haha! really miss the others so god damm much too ): nothing much for the day
going taiwan this coming weekend so fast, the last time i said was like 3 weeks ago and now its coming! training gotta be a hell ya! but i'm really looking forward to the RNR rest and relax hope to have more fun please don't kill me in training T.T
i wanna be free, because i know i'm not on your mind
i rant my rants @ 12:10 PM
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
im feeling sickly right now fever on and off currently on MC and not going field camp but im booking in tonight still hope i can make it for the last 2 days of field camp though
-sidetrack- not gonna confine myself to such a small space anymore gonna open up more to bigger space oh well hope i really can...
making adjustments
i rant my rants @ 6:29 PM
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
lost lost about lost about everything what is happening what is going on seriously i'm confused again as always one moment it seems so nice another seems so distant get this off me i'm having a fucking headache thinking im coughing in camp and im super duper tired how i wish i had an alternative route
lord, save me
no more, no more, no more!
i rant my rants @ 8:22 PM
Monday, July 13, 2009
think i'm the last one using the comp in camp now was kinda surprised she msg-ed me this morning never did i grin to myself so big early in the morning for such a long time.. the last time was like 5 years ago? lol though its just a few sms-es it kept my mood up for quite some bit guess many NS men just need some nice things in camp afterall
im not feeling alright now kinda sicklish and there's SOC tomorrow dead i tell you x.x shall update if i have the time again byeeeeeeeeeee
still worrying about that one month when i will be gone hope things doesn't change much daisuki desu
i rant my rants @ 9:48 PM
please tell me how to understand people especially girls its a hard thing to do and its tiring (well i supposed girls will say the same thing) i mean how! sometimes they're nice sometimes they just ignore what exactly are they thinking? im tired of trying each and every time im going taiwan for 3 weeks soon many things may happen in 3 weeks that will affect me it has always been like this im trying my best now i just have that bad feeling that for that 3 weeks something will happen again something i don't like something i don't wish to accept someone asked me what do you see in her and i answered i don't know its weird how love is you just love because you love the most fucked up thing you can get from love is your love is unreturned you may try your best showing all the love, care and concern you may give but in the end, nothing is returned things aren't so flowy as it seems negelience, isolation, ignor-ation, unappreciation so many things that may come to you but sometimes love gives you the mysterious power to forgo these unacceptable all people want may be just more attention, more love and more hints its hard trying to find out if the person you love loves you back its even harder when they treat you hot and cold when will this game of catching, this game of hide and seek ends? i really want it to end now to have everything poured out good or bad, happy or sad im tired, im shagged, im exhausted if you love, say that you do there's pain that people won't understand hope for the latter
oh well, again booking on late sunday night or rather early monday aint really feeling well maybe getting MC if i don't get well field camp just over 2 more tough one to go and i will have finished what i want to start off with endure lex, endure (: tatas, booking in later.. its 1.11am right now and someone hasn't reply me for like 3hrs le! ): oh well, time is running out for me 2 long months of weekends gone see you guys in 2 months time ):
you know who i want, you know who i love give me the courage to go on the confidence to carry on i'm at my wits end now
i rant my rants @ 1:14 AM
please tell me how to understand people especially girls its a hard thing to do and its tiring (well i supposed girls will say the same thing) i mean how! sometimes they're nice sometimes they just ignore what exactly are they thinking? im tired of trying each and every time im going taiwan for 3 weeks soon many things may happen in 3 weeks that will affect me it has always been like this im trying my best now i just have that bad feeling that for that 3 weeks something will happen again something i don't like something i don't wish to accept someone asked me what do you see in her and i answered i don't know its weird how love is you just love because you love the most fucked up thing you can get from love is your love is unreturned you may try your best showing all the love, care and concern you may give but in the end, nothing is returned things aren't so flowy as it seems negelience, isolation, ignor-ation, unappreciation so many things that may come to you but sometimes love gives you the mysterious power to forgo these unacceptable all people want may be just more attention, more love and more hints its hard trying to find out if the person you love loves you back its even harder when they treat you hot and cold when will this game of catching, this game of hide and seek ends? i really want it to end now to have everything poured out good or bad, happy or sad im tired, im shagged, im exhausted if you love, say that you do there's pain that people won't understand hope for the latter
oh well, again booking on late sunday night or rather early monday aint really feeling well maybe getting MC if i don't get well field camp just over 2 more tough one to go and i will have finished what i want to start off with endure lex, endure (: tatas, booking in later.. its 1.11am right now and someone hasn't reply me for like 3hrs le! ): oh well, time is running out for me 2 long months of weekends gone see you guys in 2 months time ):
you know who i want, you know who i love give me the courage to go on the confidence to carry on i'm at my wits end now
i rant my rants @ 1:13 AM
Monday, July 06, 2009
alright guess what happened! she's sick so never meet haha! ._.
anyway, headed down bugis again this saturday walk till sians so stayed in arcade look at some top players play their shit met up with tou, little, qiqi + some more oh well, its been quite some time since i last saw them kinda burnt friday/saturdays these weeks so can't really meet them my taiwan trip is coming soon the tiring shag shit is coming but i'm so gonna let loose during the R&R in taiwan mai dong xi, chi dong xi! oh ya! this song currently keep coming into my mind WO AI TAI MEI~ TAI MEI AI WO~~~ haha! ok so much for the late night blogging its been so long since i did this on a sunday night booking in @ 7 tomorrow field camp this week but my back still hurts dammit! looks like "HELLO MO!"
i care, but do you?
i rant my rants @ 12:09 AM
Friday, July 03, 2009
okay its a bloody friday today and i'm stuck in camp sports day tomorrow like 2nd time in 3 months fcuking waste of time! i injured my stupid back while doing IPPT now everytime i hop or bend it fucking hurts. LOL meeting the i'm-so-pretty kelly tomorrow hope nothing goes wrong its been like 5 months since i last saw her? rofl wanna see how much she changed! i think i more handsome liaos and everyone thinks so too! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA at least better than a recruit when my hair is like so super short
argh really nothing much to update slacking so much this week whole week nothing do alot admin but things kick back off next week with field camp dammit! hope this course ends soon. haha
gosh she fell sick! kns looks like change of plans! see tml how! toodles
hey girl, take a look here; the love is here! :D
i rant my rants @ 7:59 PM
俺様
a lil' about me
Lex Ryuzaki is my name and i turn older on every 5th of november.
名前は龍崎 林です。毎年11月5日俺の誕生日です。
so please kindly jot down on your notebook.
ノートして下さい!
I enjoy music especially, drums.
音楽が好き、ドラムもっと好き。
Studing in UOL-SIM and self-studying JLPT N2
大学に勉強してて、JLPT N2も勉強中です。
DOTA 2 - 麦藁
** Wishlist **
. drumset
. holiday in Japan once again
. go japan
. continue my drumming
. learn how to shuffle and cwalk!
. wonderful christmas and valentines!
. live in a nice nice house!
. desktop in my room
. good leather wallet
. small carrying bag
. wonderful and sweet gf :p