i'll be back to update in a week
don't think i can come online in camp
juliet's NX room doesn't seem to open
haha! guess there's just 1 more thing i'm regretting now..
omg its been fucking 10 days since i last updated
many things happened and i'm briefing it all
. POP-ed from BSLC and i'm fucking in ASLC (damm i don't want! T.T)
. bought a PSP after so so long! im loving it!
. went to club on wednesday after so so long
. had a drink or two
. been going to dbg to wait for someone (TMD stupid me! LOL)
. had been shopping and taking pics with the guys and girls!
. met someone long long ago (TOU you should know the WTF le right!)
. had a ear piercing already! (finally took the courage to overcome this phobia)
. booking in later and is very reluctant
i really miss such lives
no need make friends with grass and trees
no talking with the ants, spiders and mosquitoes
i'm having super hard time deciding about some stuffs
i need the courage
i need the strength
oh lord, tell me what to do now
i miss you! i really do!
ps. i finally have some longer hair! can use gel le! xD
but think will be forced to cut real soon. HAHA
i feel good looking nowadays ^^
show me a sign, give me a directiontags:
kelly: you better do! or i hunt you down! lol
zizi: lol! ORD since the day you borned! you still as lame as ever!
touran:the song is perfect! =D
oh well 2 more days to go
and most prob im out of this camp
don't feel like going to ASLC
the only thing that attracts me is the taiwan trip
lol! hard hard to decide
but i got friends in many other units that wants me to go there too
oh well, results will be out tomorrow
cross my fingersssssssssssssssssss * *
the MO said i could down pes too
so i wonder if i should
lol! will update soon
since i have a 1 week block leave
hoho!
when eyes are met
im stuck in camp now
its the last week and im still feeling lazy
dammit! 2-3 more months before i get my rank
hope can make it through
nothing much laaaaaaaa
you're always on my mind
seeing you but without the courage
its hard to open the mouth
something so easy yet so hard
maybe its just because of the lack of courage
or the inferiority that im just not good enough
i need the motivation
i need the courage
helpless and lostUsed To by Chris DaughtryYou used to talk to me like I was the only one around
You used to lean on me..the only other choice was falling down
You used to walk with me like we had nowhere we needed to go
Nice and slow, to no place in particular
We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear you were the first star I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought...we Used to know
At least there's you and at least there's me
Can we get this back, can we get this back...
To how it used to be
I used to reach for you when I got lost along the way
I used to listen, you always had just the right thing to say
I used to follow you, never really cared where we would go
Fast or slow to anywhere at all
We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear you were the first star I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought...we Used to know
At least there's you and at least there's me
Can we get this back, can we get this back...
To how it used to be
I look around me and I want you to be there
Cause I miss the things that we shared
Look around you-it's empty and you're sad
Cause you miss the love that we had
You used to talk to me like I was the only one around...
The only one around
We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear you were the first star I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought...we Used to know
At least there's you and at least there's me
Can we get this back, can we get this back...
To how it used to be
To how it used to be
To how it used to be
To how it used to be
To how it used to be
its bored in camp
i'm down with a bad cough
lucky i got through whole of BSLC already
i mean even if something is to happen now
at least i will have passed
relieved but unsure where i will be going though
live firing tomorrow
hope my coughs get better
and i don't know why i see your face
each time i get to sleep
it isn't much we had together
but i'm feeling so much more closer already
your name please?
last week was field camp
it sucks
especially how we re-do and re-do
nuff' said
that first sight
that first hello
that first talk
that first part
i knew you were the one i'm looking for