im going outfield from monday to thursday
wont be having my phone with me
so can't sms in nor out
or call in or out
unless i smuggle my phone which is dangerous. lol
this few days keep raining
looks like this outfield is gonna be a muddy one >.<
mud all over me T.T
last wed i was really happy
all these while
all i hope and waited for
but now i know its just another moment of joy
it's alright, it's okay
i understand and things can't happen so suddenly
although it really brought some thought and happiness in my mind
i know i can only try harder
not only that
another person pangseh me
and i don't know why
i somehow feel irritated by it
i hate the feeling of pangseh
like when we plan, we agree
if you tell me you pangseh, at least i will only angry for awhile
but without a word, without anything
even till now still nothing
it sucks and i mean
SUCKSdamm!
off to camp...
i don't wanna outfield. argh
fuck this shit
why is everyone around me the same?
i need someone special