Sunday, April 26, 2009
its funny how there are so many different kind of people in this world
NS took me for a ride, seeing so many different people
people who are selfish
caring only for themselves
people who get along with others, bringing smiles to one another
people who blames each other
when none of them is right
thats how funny this world is
most people put themselves first
not caring about the others
all i want is a simple life
i'm going outfield for 4 days straight again
hope the heat rashes and insects bites will reduce this time
see you guys on thursday night =)
hope i don't fall sick!
i'm feeling kinda weak now due to the heavy activites this week
pray for my safety
i almost died during my outfield last week
will say more when i get back
if you love me, say you do for falling in love is fading for me
i rant my rants @ 8:10 PM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
and here we go again
same old shyt again
another week of course
damm when will this end...
my weekends are always burned
argh
oh well.. since i chose this path
cannot regret
arbo unlike me
hope posting and pass out day comes soon
hearing that the going get tough
i can imagine all the mosquito bite marks im going to have
so much for NS. T.T
i rant my rants @ 7:55 PM
Thursday, April 16, 2009
yeah ranting here
its everything that i did not expect
oh well, things changes so fast in army
that im not even updated things outside
i'll be spending friday here again and that sucks
oh well, hope NS ends soon
1 more month to end of course for phase 1
few more months to endure!
for now, endure lex! endure!
pointless crap
i rant my rants @ 9:46 AM
Monday, April 13, 2009
4 more fucking days in camp till Week 4 is over
tmd! i'm stuck in camp!
i hope this life passes by real soon!
faster faster please!
someone no reply my sms-es and i'm feeling bored!
its bored enough in camp
where are you! ):
i wanna talk to you lahs! T.T
i miss you!
i rant my rants @ 9:21 PM
Sunday, April 12, 2009
and oh lord
save me from this misery
why am i still feeling this way
when i've been hurt like so many times
why am i still forgiving and forgetting
when the real me feels pissed and irritated
why am i still holding on
when i know there's so much opportunity of there
why am i still loving you
when i know there's no way out
stop me from falling so deep
stop me
stop me
hais when will the dates and promises come true
never something that is said and donereplies to tags:
crystal: i've linked too! wait i buy pcc den we go audi ya! =D
tang: ello xmm ^^ dun haolian! soon no botak le! growing now!
shaaa: lol! okays! finished le.. alot mosquito bites luh!
elaine: hahas! wont! =D but training can be tough till i forget who am i even! ):
i rant my rants @ 7:48 PM
Friday, April 10, 2009
i just finished field camp
yeah not really a field camp for me
got dizzy during it and skipped quite some bit of chiong sua
but fcuk it! im booking in on a good friday! rawr!
but i'm booking out tml...
moodless and sians!
i'm finally meeting kelly after 2 fucking long months
to say, its really been damm fast
2 months. haha
nth more to say
going to book in
its funny how sometimes words can be so contridicting
no matter how much i try to deny
i still don't know why i cant deny this feeling
many say i'm stupid and dumb to be still feeling like this
after so many things that happened
but i don't know why i just cant do it
hais.. someone change me?
so many ups, so many down
these words still remain
i'm still in love with you
i rant my rants @ 8:11 PM
Sunday, April 05, 2009
im going outfield from monday to thursday
wont be having my phone with me
so can't sms in nor out
or call in or out
unless i smuggle my phone which is dangerous. lol
this few days keep raining
looks like this outfield is gonna be a muddy one >.<
mud all over me T.T
last wed i was really happy
all these while
all i hope and waited for
but now i know its just another moment of joy
it's alright, it's okay
i understand and things can't happen so suddenly
although it really brought some thought and happiness in my mind
i know i can only try harder
not only that
another person pangseh me
and i don't know why
i somehow feel irritated by it
i hate the feeling of pangseh
like when we plan, we agree
if you tell me you pangseh, at least i will only angry for awhile
but without a word, without anything
even till now still nothing
it sucks and i mean
SUCKSdamm!
off to camp...
i don't wanna outfield. argh
fuck this shit
why is everyone around me the same?
i need someone special
i rant my rants @ 7:53 PM