it's been a long long week
and i didn't know how i survived it
started off the week with a fever of 38.4 degrees
didn't want to take MC since the next day was 16km road march
went on with the activities with a high fever + an injured knee
tuesday my fever went down to 37 odd
and my knee was painful like shit
16km road march was a torture
it was raining, my fever rose to 38 and my knee gave way
first time in 3 months i feel like falling out
my morale was low, missing her yet can't do anything
but i didn't gave in
marched in the rain though lagging behind
with a 38 degrees fever and an injured knee
slept through the night shivering
wednesday went to see the doctor
he gave my offs but it was live grenade week
so i still had to go outfield
long 4, lvb i went under the hot sun
my fever rose back to 38+ once again
survived yet another 2 days and here i am
sitting infront of my comp
1 week i didn't want to talk
i didn't want to sms
i know there's nothing more left for me
i pushed myself to the limits
i made that decision for myself
im going sispec
im giving up civilian life
what's there more for me to cherish in the outside world
than my family and friends
i chose this road down
tell me that you didn't mean what you said
tell me you miss me
tell me you love me
tell me that all you said was a lie
i'll give up everything once again
to be with you
training doesn't make perfect
perfect training makes perfect