been 2 weeks since i last updated
been a rough week since last week
having more downs than ups
hurt myself in camp, having ankle sprains, cut on the toe
getting my confinement soon and stuff
many things really troubled me and i'm not feeling really good
many things ain't going right too
when i thought i was on my way
looks like things always ain't so simple
i'm not sleeping well in camp recently
keep waking up in the middle of the night
checking my hp and stuff
feeling paranoid
its hard being in my shoes this week i supposed
every night i'm hoping my hp will just beep
but it remained quiet for the past week
empty promises, and everything else
how i wish my week will be better
do you remember those promises we had
the nights we used to had
where have they gone?
the comments i was supposed to be flooded on
i'm making my mind up now
looks like OCS is really the choice given to me
i'm thinking real hard..
but words just won't explain how i felt
been listening to the radio in camp
came across this song that really put how i feel now
into words...
guess i'm sorry,
and i hope we still will have the date on the date you promised
seeing your personal message made me feel so disorientated
3 weeks i've been looking forward to that day
now everything's gone
all i can hope for,
is that your lying..
oh well, here's the song
and i've changed my blog song to it too
really nice and beautiful
i love you, i really do
but why must it end up this way
its hurting me way too much than i expected
can you feel my pain?Best Of Me - Daniel PowterYou know I'm hoping you'll sing along
Although it's not your favorite song
Don't want to be there
when there's nothing left to say
You know that some of us spin again
And when you do you need a friend
Don't want to be there
when there's nothing left for me
And I hate the thought of finally being erased
Baby that's the best of me
Everything's behind you
But the hopeless signs beside you
I'm living in the moment
Have I wasted all your time?
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
Or the combination of both that did me in?
You know I'm hoping you'll sing along
Although it's not your favorite song
Don't want to be there
when there's nothing left to say
You know that some of us spin again
And when you do you need a friend
Don't want to be there
when there's nothing left for me
And I hate the thought of finally being erased
Baby that's the best of me
