its been donkey years since i last updated
seldom can come online cept the weekends.
many things happened this past few weeks
i definitely feel stronger and fitter while serving in NS
i changed alot too
somewhat not so noisy when outside already
maybe its cos im just too tired to do anything
week after week of training something just keep me going
i just wanna spend my weekends with you
i just wanna see you smile and give me more attention
i know its hard
how outside people have more time with you than me
every week i endured through training
tired and fucked up
wanting to give up
but something kept me motivated
the someone that i always think of
i keep telling myself, 4 more days
3 more days
2 more days
and i'm free, able to have more time with you
able to by chance meet up with you
its something hard to describe how much i want you
i know its impossible at times
but there's only one thing i could do
thats pray that someday you'll love me
just the way i'm loving you
it hurts to see you with some other guys
it hurts to hear you gone
its something i've been waiting for
dumb, do you know how much i've love you?
i hope you really do
because all i want
is just wanna be with you
youevoli
will be gone for 2 weeks straight,
field camp coming up
see you guysAir SupplyI'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
Chorus:
I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
Chorus
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Chorus(3x)
