im booking in already and i'm making a last minute blog post
many things happened this cny
somethings maybe good, somethings maybe bad
oh well, things are always this way
happy or sad, i'm going on
no matter how jealous you may want to make me
no matter how isolated you may want to make me
no matter how many guys you may want to flirt with
no matter how pain your heart will be when you think of him
no matter how little sms-es may get from you
i'll never give in
i'll want to give my best and everything to you
that phone chat made me realise how inferior i am to him to you
i want to improve
i want to change
i want you to notice me more than anyone
and lastly,
i want you
i need you
i love you
truely, madly, deeply
kelly (: