Thursday, October 30, 2008
281008
another chapter written in my 20years of life
I've given my heart to
Miss Velencia Tanin exchange for hers
It was kinda cute how we met and got to know one another
though we may not know for long
but we're catching up on missing time
I always believe that love is fated
one point of time where you were down,
for a guy, a girl will appear to please your uncertainty
for a girl, a guy will appear who will give his everything
just to see that pretty little smile on her face
It wasn't hard to actually know each other
since we're of identical horoscopes
I do believe horoscopes play a big role in love
I knowing my own strength and weakness
assumes it on her too
Baby, rest assured I will avoid doing things that you hate alright?
this post is dedicated to that special girl of mine
NS may take away many precious time between me and her in the future
but i hope, we can make it up during this time
or during my free weekends
nothing can say how much love I've given you
nothing could explain this surge of feeling inside me
I wanna hold your hand forever now
don't leave me alright baby!
mwarckssssssssssssssss! I love you!
281008 baby, may our love last forever
you're my last adverture I wanna take on :)
i rant my rants @ 10:28 PM
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
baby i know you're looking at this right now!
don't think i don't know! lol!
love you la!
i rant my rants @ 1:38 PM
Monday, October 27, 2008
hi world!
i'm counting my days down to NS already!
and sometimes and i mean
sometimesthinking about ORD(?)
lol! when i was young i used to aspire to be a soldier
fighting on and serving the nation
but i didn't realise NS will force me to part with many things
i'm trying to spend my last 1 1/2 months will just happiness
no bad things pls!
i'm really looking forward towards my birthday this year
hope it isn't as depressing as the others though
all my previous birthdays were so-so or just plain
stonehope something real good pop by this coming birthday
kinda sad that i'll be celebrating this year's xmas
with a botak head and prolly too tired to even go out
since it falls right after my 2 weeks confinement
i wonder how many more new friends i'll be making inside too!
hope i won't turn ghey or pick up smoking!
(damm that's my biggest lure in NS!)
i've swore not to smoke or drugs!
please let me meet buddies and bunk mates that get along real well alright!
hahas! and to all,
cheerios! cos finally after a year
you guys get to see me botak =p
oh well, late now..
baby forcing me to wake at 10am latest 11 tomorrow..
and its like fucking 5am right now x.x
how am i to wake! rawr!!!!!
just gotta sleep i guess. ^^
you changed the world i see
you put a standstill on time
the special i see in you
is something even god can't explain
ai i shi te ru
i rant my rants @ 4:47 AM
Saturday, October 25, 2008
good morning world..
i've always been telling myself and everyone
i'm ready for this and that
trying to give myself just a little more courage
but this afternoon i've finally got that letter
You are hereby required under Section 10 of the Enlistment Act (Cap 93), to report for enlistment on
12 DEC 2008 (FRI) at 9.30 AM
to BASIC MILITARY TRAINING CENTRE SCHOOL. 1
though i've been expecting this letter to come anytime now,
its really quite depressing to actually receive it
2 years i'll be gone with the nation,
wonder how much will it change my life
will friends change?
to me, image always play a big part of my life
going botak is something i've told myself i'm prepared for
but i'll really miss those moments
i played with my hair
going online and looking for nice styles
and try it on. LOL
sounds gay huh! but its really that DAMM fun!
[ how to get girls with a botak head!!!!! :( ]
its always the time spent with your real friends and family matters
i love my friends and the way is it now
hope NS won't really pull us that far apart =)
on a lighter note,
my birthday is approaching real real fast
i'm turning 20 soon, an ahpek!
hahas! can't really believe i lived 1/5 of a century already
thanks to all life forms
and my family and friends for bringing me up for who I am!
i love you guys alright!
when I gone for these 2 years!
please remember the hair shen jing bing lex!
and try not to forget me too much ^^
life is like a wheel of waterfall.
it turns and move never-stopping
yet every move is ever changing yet repeating
i rant my rants @ 2:59 PM
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
a fun filling week
with cow's bday, and with me learning DOTA!
hahaha! i never once thought i'll go back to DOTA
since the last time i played
i got pawn-ed by the bots!
in easy mode T___T
lucky there are friends who taught me
i must seriously control my spending too
learn to save will be my no.1 priority resolution next year
been audi-ing these few days
getting some of my skills back
kinda hard though..
had some heart to heart talk with my dad on sunday
started off as a very heated quarrel
guess the whole block can hear? lol!
but nonetheless, it made my family closer
i'm blessed here though of the lesser freedom of choosing things
but dad and mum, i'll never move out unless its of time to
i love you guys too much to say
but i just can't say it out
not that kind of guy who says such things out
families are the only people who stick by you through life and death
people may see them as an obstacle to ride over
but to me, they're my best assets
and i'm willing to do anything to protect them
hope you guys treasure your families too. ^^
the mesmerizing eyes,
the killer lips,
just one look, and i'm gone with your heart
i rant my rants @ 2:33 PM
Thursday, October 16, 2008
to touran: NOTICE THE EXTREMELY ADORABLE!
hey i'm not bad a kisser too k!
just that i don't get many kissing partners nia =x
to everyone: notice the last line on the scorpio pin..
xie xie xie xie! =x
anyway, did nothing much recently
practiced a little jap writing here and there
damm! its hard la!
must really read everyday!
i'm gonna bring the book out everyday to read man!
and learn through my vocabs
weekends approaching very soon (again)
that means NS life is coming very soon too
i wonder where will i be assigned to
oh well, no more mapling for me i guess
thats why...
S > 176 washed pure str dk account in delphinus
anyone interested please tell me!
mesos and certain eqs sold seperately ^^
i hold the wind, i breathe the air
your presence i felt, the love i had
i rant my rants @ 3:14 PM
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
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ps: if you fall within the stars sign, let me know =x
wahahahhas!
My sex appeal is 7.6 out of 10.
Ladies beware!!!
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i'm not that bad rite! ladies stay calm! hahas!
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- ripped off the link from hao's blog =p
DUST DUST DUST!
so many dust on my blog!
its been ages since i last blog!
hope my readers still await my post (?)
hahas! anyway, during this past 1 month +
i've been through many things!
one of them being the malaysia trip with my buddies!
how i miss those 3 days!
hahas! so many fun and laughter!
oh well, NS days are arriving soon
and i'm enjoying myself as much as possible
though with limited money, hard lah!
but still, comp, games, friends, anime
enough to keep me going
some say i should find a GF before NS
some say its pointless either
LOL! confusing huh!
things changed much too while i'm away from here
was re-reading my secondary school letters, booklets,
report books, presents and cards
and suddenly i missed those times real much
soccer, school pranks, pool, exams, teachers, friends
every bit of it made me almost shed tears
feeling old myself now. haha!
to everyone who is in secondary school or graduating
treasure your time there ahs!
secondary school life is the best time of your life!
young and carefree, with energy to do everything
rather than now, bounded by future and work
buy every single year book you can buy
take as many pictures as you can
cos time will pass you by real soon
and someday you'll look back and laugh at those times
those stupid yet crazy times
and when you feel that those times are your best memories
and that you missed those friends you lost contacts with
thats when you know,
you've finally grown up
i miss primary school..
i miss 1D, 2D, 3G, 4G!
i miss Manjusri!
and lastly, i miss my youth...
farewell teenager...
welcome ty-nager
i'm rather crazy over jap hairstyles rite now
trying to find one super damm nice one before
my hair goes B-O-T-A-K
let me take a super nice picture before I go NS alright! hahas!
sorry for the long post huh!
kinda pointless post too though
time changes things
but its up to us, humans, to change what we used to be..
to end off, here's a nice english translation
of a jap song.. real meaningful =)
enjoy!
Nakushita Kotoba - No Regret LifeI'm holding a drop of time in my hands
I quietly grip the forgotten memories, the lost words
When I recalled each event one by one, I thought I understood everything
But the faded words were right by my side
Nights when I can't find an answer, and a single drop of warmth, and my longing for something far away
I'm spending my whole life just repeating those things over and over
I'm holding drops of time in my hands
I quietly grip the forgotten memories, the lost words
I want to grab all the things you love in my hand, never letting them cool down
While we, as people, are unable to share that feeling
The meaning your words release, an unquestionable love, a feeling that has no answers
If only we could convery all that just by looking at each other
I'm holding drops of time in my hands
I quietly grip the forgotten memories, the lost words
I'll keep this love in my heart
I've lost you...
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suddenly, the rekindle of a flame...
the thought of the memories i used to give up on
rekindle the flame of my love
till someday, we'll walk down the ringing bells
hand in hand, together forever
i rant my rants @ 4:13 AM