haven been updating for months and here i am, trying to think what to write
all i can say, i'm borned to teach and not borned to lead i have my pros, i have my cons its hard telling myself i'm versatile at everything recently had been quite tough my major project deadline is almost up and i cant produce much to impress the evaluator (IMO) brain racking these past few days getting super messed up at times feels like a man's PMS there's a person who tagged in my board who preaches and teaches yet doesn't even respect the basic courtesy yes, I may not have my priorities right but thanks to you, I finally know what I really want
as i mentioned, I'm borned to teach and not borned to lead maybe i'm just not cut out for many things i often gave good advices and people often thanked me for them yet I myself can't even bring my heart to do it there's still many flashes of my past that I can't seem to get over those fear and things i've been through I've learned not to trust and yes maybe you're right
I guess being alone is much suitable for me HITORI BOCHI GA SUKI sounds like I'm the love guruu LOL! teaches but can't teach myself oh well, i'm getting long... I've editted the I/L vid while I'm resting from gaming and project yeah. kinda a moodless creation maybe cause' i'm really moodless. oh well. toodles~ 135m gone in 3 days. F3
i rant my rants @ 2:43 PM
俺様
a lil' about me
Lex Ryuzaki is my name and i turn older on every 5th of november.
名前は龍崎 林です。毎年11月5日俺の誕生日です。
so please kindly jot down on your notebook.
ノートして下さい!
I enjoy music especially, drums.
音楽が好き、ドラムもっと好き。
Studing in UOL-SIM and self-studying JLPT N2
大学に勉強してて、JLPT N2も勉強中です。
DOTA 2 - 麦藁
** Wishlist **
. drumset
. holiday in Japan once again
. go japan
. continue my drumming
. learn how to shuffle and cwalk!
. wonderful christmas and valentines!
. live in a nice nice house!
. desktop in my room
. good leather wallet
. small carrying bag
. wonderful and sweet gf :p