and i don't know how to feel
i guess its just the insecurity thats floating through
it feels like i'm on cloud no.9 at night
but always in hell in the morning
i wonder if i can understand myself better or not
its hard to be happy
when i'm trying to tell myself to believe everything
believe is what has got me through my life
i wouldn't be happier if i knew
but if its negative,
i also hope that i knew
because at least i will know
my love was never meant to be
let me feel secure
make me believe what was said were true
tell me you meant everything
show me something that i will feel security
take this insecurity away from me
take me to your heaven
for at least i know
i've found love and peace in you
love or loved?
we'll meet round the bend