Friday, February 29, 2008
and i thank god that everything went well
i've tried and it's going on fine now
i want to take things slow and steady
i don't want everything to end so fast
and i believe and feel
someday or somehow
i'll find a way
isn't that hard?
i hope so
that girl in my heart
i rant my rants @ 2:20 AM
Thursday, February 28, 2008
i'm feeling rather carefree now that i'm so nothing to do
LOL! i need more money!
and i just earned another 280 bucks on maple
scrolling a 120wa OS!
WOOOO! so high man ^^
anyway, now waiting results nothing to do
part time jobs anyone?
i need $_____________$
(did i mention i passed my time watching hereos season 2?)
its superbly awesome! can't wait for 3
need to save some money
have been movie watching
cj7, L change the world, Meet the spartans
and 1 more i can't remember what it is
hahas. enjoy can le
very soon many things will be taken away
well anyone nothing much to blog about
since i've nothing to do
oh yeah, i'm into those not-so-famous
j bands now..
found some few and i think they are damm good!
famous in japan, but not world-wide
not in order
these are the songs i'm going mad
m.o.v.e - Gamble Rumble (kinda old from Initial D)
MISIA - Mekubase no blues
Various Artists - Generation-A (encore)
Iceman - Shining Collection (My no.1 song of the month)
Takui - Baby Go For It
Cyclone - 12012
Shimatani Hitomi - Destiny
well, if you search on youtube,
i think you'll be able to hear them
if you want the mp3,
i got them after so so hard!
so please do something for me if you want ^^
LOL! and i want to marry on maple!
i want the onyx apple!
RAWRRRRRRR
love isn't finding someone that is compatible
it is finding someone imcompatible
and making it possible.
it isn't measured by time
but by how deep the love gets in that time.love isn't blind, it makes people blind
-lex
i rant my rants @ 4:56 AM
Sunday, February 24, 2008
and my poly nightmare is 3/4 over
i just wish i can clear all my subjects
i want to have a rest from 14 years of education
though army could take away 2 years of my time
make me lose contacts of close friends
i just want to have a break
my cough has been on for a week or so
i'm getting irritated by the constant coughing
i guess i should take a break now
party or something
before i get back my results
just put a 'P'
i'm satisfied already
haha!
well if everything goes well
think i'm going back to train BABYlexx
and my new bowman..
audi introduced 3 new songs
quite nice to hear
but my skills all lost. awwww
hahas! and i can't wait to see what will happen
in the future
i finally took the plunge
and i hope things go well
though it is like 1%
but i think its worth it laaaa
hehe
a miracle, a light
i rant my rants @ 1:37 PM
long time no post
Thursday, February 21, 2008
sorry guys. i know i haven't been updating
well here goes. shall start from valentine's shall we?
well.. spent valentines in school with projects
really crappy to spend my last valentines
before going into army like this
i guess its just life
nothing much though.. just finished up my project
which turned out to be unsuccessful. x.x
GG gave me ferrero roches and a study care bear for present
so sweet of her. i thank you ^^
spend the weekends doing projects AGAIN
with little maple here and there..
shall skip all the boring parts
tomorrow is marketing exams and i'm nowhere near finish studying
i'm screwed..
my distributed multimedia project is due tomorrow
(cos i need to re-do from what i said from the top)
and i'm nowhere near meeting the criteria i think
I'M GONNA FAIL!
FUCK IToh well.. hope sankara close 1 eye and pass me at the very least
i'm just gonna mug today
and pray for the better tomorrow that i cleared everything
i just want to graduate this semester with my other friends =(
my sis was telling me things about 'Amazing Race'
that i found it was quite true..
enjoy ^^
Contestants Selection- 1 team will be best buddies
- 1 team will be good looking
- 1 team will be a married couple
- 1 team will be gay (it's so true!)
- 1 team will have a disabled in them
- 1 team will be a dating couple
- 1 team will be bimbos
and the others will be based on looks selection
how true is that. haha!
oh well.. back to study!
no maple today lex! no maple!
ARGHi hope you've found happiness (:
when the wind passes my face
i know i'm well ahead of what's left behindReply to tags:
qiqi: :D lol!
diana: bye! hello! =.=
elaine: yeah i hope so too! may everyone's dream come true la k! xD
Miche: i can't find your blog again! you keep changing! =x
YUYU: yes! like finally! but i not updating! =x rather busy =(
zizi: you know why? cos you two too noob. if i go, think your lost need add 2 more '0' behind! ^^
nana: pro noob right! i know! don't deny =p you want me link ahs. LOL!
yuer: still got de lahs. not as if they bring me go india and train! LOL!
Elliot: thanks :)
xiaohuiis: happy vday aggie! hope you had a great time =D
hongling: NOOB! how can i ever forget you! how's ur results? update me someday ok!
cheryl: sorry sexmate! shall link you now (:
pepper: hello! thanks for tagging! lol been a long time since you tag eh? tc!
and i realise how much tags i have now =x
i rant my rants @ 12:10 PM
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
first off, happy cny everyone!
have been a rather mad week for me
projects handing up week right after cny
really don't have time for many things
cny is so busy and so
GAMBLING (woops)
so nice to see all my cousins again
though is once a year cos of personal stuff
but this year few quite okay with them
all of them surprised i'm going in army this year
all thought i'm still sec 4 =.=
WO YOU ZHE ME NIAN QING MA!yeah.. gambled mahjong mostly this year
can win de lor!
that stupid tobi bring in a taiwan rule of mahjong
into our normal hong kong rule..
no wonder all never hear of that 'rule' before
made me lost 19bucks in an instant
really not very happy about it
but nbm bahs.. cny mahs...
rather see a smile on friend's face
than pulling everyone down to see my NCC~
(NCC - nian chou chou =x)
hahas. speaking about seeing smile on friend's face
think i did a right choice bahs
maybe its right from the start
maybe its just that your're uncertain
but i guess that this move i made
made you realise the importance of the other half
don't know whether to smile or to frown
but nonetheless, appreciate it or not its OKAY
i know there's another couple on valentines
yet another one less couple on valentines!
the world is still balanced! xD
at least now there are 2 smiles in 3 faces
rather than a 3 frowns in 3 faces!
take care le! *waves a cloth*
hahas! i'm deciding to make a maple blog
after this sem
since i'll be quiting maple soon, most prob
i don't mind retaining my memories of it right?
cheers to me, my bl, my guild and my beloved xiaoF3!
tatas all! back to projects!
books and projects it shall be, my love, my valentines
this 2008 ^^ ilu, projects!
i rant my rants @ 1:26 AM
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
i'm posting once again
just feel like posting...
once biten twice shy
i think i've made my choice overnight
i rather have a true heart
than a wondering heart
i believe if there is love
decisions will be certain
confusions will be cleared
i guess its better this way
than to be hanging halfway here or there
i can't bear to see anymore
it hurts each time
i've decided to walk out
to run away from this world
and mind you, i'm not emo now
i'm just doing what i should have done
prove me if i'm wrong somehow
i want a true heart
till then
may the happy moments stay as memories
may the love we once vowed
stay buried in our hearts
since you're leaning over to the other side
there's no more reason for me to pull you
come what may
i may have lost my precious things around me
but at least i know
there are friends i could count on still
i rant my rants @ 9:49 AM
yes, i know i'm a careless guy
fancy losing 4 phones in 6 months
fuck myself and i mean
FUCK myself
how stupid and careless can one be
if you want to lose your phone so you can get a new one
pass it to lex
he'll lose it for you
tmd. new year come out this stunt
and all my projects so near..
my project mates will have a hard time contacting me
some more i got so long more to my next trade in
FUCK myself!
everything just ain't going right
i wonder which is true and which is not
i don't know what else can i believe in or trust in
it seems this way with tongues of sweet words
but actions are just the opposite
i need faith and i need hope
give it to me and make me see that its true
when at the darkest time
stand by me
for at least i know,
what you said was indeed true from the start
anyway, grats hanx aka KEEAHPA sweet 18
went to watch sweedney todd with the guys today
thats where i lost my phone on the cab i think
damm it..
looks like its gonna be a bad year for me
losing things right from the start
guess i'll have a hard army life then..
tml presentation again
need to be in formal
good luck lex..
nights world...
i just want a simple world
where i wont lose everything i have..
hais.. suan le..
let me lose everything
let me feel the pain all at once
and leave me alone..
looks like another scolding from dad and mum again
hais..
iloveyou . but i wonder if you really do
i rant my rants @ 5:02 AM
insecurity
Saturday, February 02, 2008
and i don't know how to feel
i guess its just the insecurity thats floating through
it feels like i'm on cloud no.9 at night
but always in hell in the morning
i wonder if i can understand myself better or not
its hard to be happy
when i'm trying to tell myself to believe everything
believe is what has got me through my life
i wouldn't be happier if i knew
but if its negative,
i also hope that i knew
because at least i will know
my love was never meant to be
let me feel secure
make me believe what was said were true
tell me you meant everything
show me something that i will feel security
take this insecurity away from me
take me to your heaven
for at least i know
i've found love and peace in you
love or loved?
we'll meet round the bend
i rant my rants @ 12:12 AM