pepper
Thursday, January 31, 2008
on many request to update
here i am =)
thanks for those lovely comments on my blog still =)
today is 31st le..
last day of jan...
so fast 1st month of 2008 has passed
time really flies
recently keep thinking of my life 5-6 months frm now
when i go into army
my life changing point
and i wonder what will happen
there are many things i can't let go here
afraid that i'll lose them once i'm cut of from the world outside
anyway, 30th jan i went for my medical checkup
first station, blood extraction..
which means...
INJECTION!TMD! i hate injections the most
kinda like a phobia or smth! HAHA
well i still sat thru everything..
the last part is really crap
the questions keep coming and coming
starting quite serious
towards the end, i anyhow whack le =x
1,4,3,5,2,5,6,3,5,2,1,1,3,3
LOL!
after that reached bunk near 1pm
went arcade played a game of drums.
hand totally shagged cos no blood. zzz
but still managed to play the songs i liked. xD
sat in bunk after that all the way to close. -.-
so no life..
I MEET PEPPER! she came bunk today x33
hahas! yeah though its like not even 1 word but still
met another online fren ^^
today really special day
a day i won't forget
but will this feeling stay and last for long?
only time will tell
whatever we do
i know we're linked by the heart
i rant my rants @ 3:42 AM
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
just yet another day
i woke up late again
resulted not turning up for grp meeting
damm! i got to kick this habit man!
hais! i hope this sem pass soon,
get my 2months break
and off to army
hais.. i wonder when i go army
what will happen
that stage will be where i see where my frens are
those who will stick by me i guess
maple-wise i heven thought of it yet
kinda stuck now. lazy to train..
my dream is 17x
but when will i ever reach?
love ya all!
and i just re-watched van helsing today!
damm nice to me still
just that the vampires quite kua zhang
hahas! take care!
i found the pieces of my torn paper
it completes the words with a 'you'
i rant my rants @ 2:08 AM
new skin ^^
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
i've changed my skin to something neater after so long
well its been like 1 year since i changed
life is tough nowadays due to project
hanx bro, cheer up =)
it aint nice to see you frown alright!
you can do it der..
and i've updated my post and all.
so don't say i never!
hahas!
its still kinda hard to forget
you still linger somewhere inside me
sometimes my mind will be on its own
thinking and imagining
valentines....
i wonder when will i receive
a true love kiss on that day
oh well, i guess this year
its the same..
same old friendship day..
love you guys!
and i'm still having you somewhere inside me
i rant my rants @ 6:02 AM
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
some people just wouldn't get it
and now i noe how obstanate people can get
its not about fame
its not about glory
its about a person's personality
you could be the the mr or miss universe in the world
you could be the mr bachelor or miss bachelorette
but if one cannot appreciate the effort to clear things up
to maintain friendship
i guess you might be at the very bottom of the crowd
thinking that everyone sulking you up
you may have all the things in the world
but if one does not have the patience to reason and see things
one cannot succeed without friendships
throught the greatest time on earth
people who are successful often have a crew of true friends who stick by them
and when the time comes,
people often regret what they thought they have under control
for now i've finally saw everything
people have no regrets
people have no feelings
if one does not cherish, the other will feel the same too
begone, for if ever i do,
i just want a simple life
with everything peaceful by my side
i hope you treasure too
if life bends me away, i'll force it back straight
i rant my rants @ 7:00 PM
Monday, January 14, 2008
an early valentine's dedication
composed and wrote by me =)
hope you guys enjoy it ^^
and if you ever knew
this dedication, its just for you.
I'm So In Love With You - Lexsomethings cannot be returned
somethings cannot be changed
i regret doing things that causes hurt
and i've lost the things i dearly miss
when none of these returns to me
i felt how lonely i could be
if only love could start anew
i will never let the chance slip
oh baby if you ever knew
i didn't want things to end up the way you feel
i just want things to be back they were before
before the actions i choose to differ
now tell me how am i going to recover
when everything doesnt seems to decipher
wake me up now
tell me i'm allowed
to touch your fragile heart
right from the depths of my broken heart
give me a chance to mend
all the troubles that you couldnt comprehend
tell me there is still a ray of light
that could sparkle my feelings in delight
tell me these are just a dream
where love would not be just a scream
i will love you for as long as i could go
till the day my world goes chi-ba-bo
believe in the words i said
because i've never been so true
allow me to know you right from the start of the queue
till finally i adjust to your cue
i love you baby
and i really do
if there's a time you ever thought of me
let me know through the hearts we linked
and if i ever knew that you're missing me
this time i'll make sure you'll never leave
all because
i'm so in love with you
forever in my heart,
i love you (:
i rant my rants @ 4:40 AM
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
sch started and all
i know i've not been updating
but who cares?
you care?
LOL its just old plain ranting
many things come
and many things go once again
mainly i've been losing things
oh well
i'm semi back to audi now =)
so expect to see me more in audi
but for now projects
i really want to pass this sem and float away
from school stress
and
and
and
I DOWANNA BE LONELY FOR VALENTINES! =(
hahas!
enjoy guys!
have been watching movies on www.movie6.net
caught up on alot movies i missed
esp deja vu
peace out!
shall update the links when i have the mood to
and clear away all links that doesnt even remember mine =P
nites! its 5am already and i feel like cooking
hahas!
i rant my rants @ 4:43 AM