yeah i know guys
been quite some time too
first off maple as usual
14x already.. =) happy with it
thanks to the 19 mega dn 28 pms i received
i may have forgotten some but
here are the few i remembered who mega-ed
BaBbYsTaRr dear
xXxayfxXx
MrHosei
Vervie
Purkie
LonelyGalGal
KeeAhPa
Wishsinstars
xFreestylex
Shad0wshot
EmoHurtx
MiissyRaven
Michx33
LittleSalty
Simiform
kiddy07
EnRetuer/hit0mebore
and 2 more i forget! T.T sobs
thanks all who helped me through my days
i just wished i could do a 10k on my buster
with blood before i semi-quit maple
sch starts later on
and im so not keen on it
first time im not anticipating for school
what am i supposed to do
i feel weak and down now
like having the thoughts of failing
and having to repeat school for another sem
im glad at least on maple
i have someone close to me
my birthday approaching yet
i don't even have someone who wants to spend it with
not as in friends or family
someone i could really love
i wonder when i could ever hug someone close to me
on my birthday
kissing her and say happily
"im glad to have you here"
awwww. lol! its ok lah seriously
i just hope i could do this sem well,
get out from sch with a pass grade
my mind is full of thoughts right now
after this sem is army days
i'll be gone for 3 months and another 2years
how will my life change?
i really want to wonder and know
dear god, let me accept this change
let me know out there
there's someone willing to wait
i'm feeling so messed up right now
that i wish someone would know how i feel
time really flies
and i really wonder, how much faster it will fly
i'll be back certainly...
but for how long
beats me either...
love you guys, believe in me
keep faith
god bless all ya.
i thought i found it in you,
i thought you could answer me.
but your answer you gave me
made me realise once again
nothing can be trusted
you shattered my heart
who can i believe in now
i really hope that wasn't you saying those words
i hope you know who you are
i hope our promises can still be kept
i wish on my birthday,
you'll tell me, you've kept your promises
ilu