i'm having quite a funny feeling recently
thanks to xiang. i love you dude
am i here because i'm here physically?
or am i here but not here spritually?
does it even make a difference in your life?
i don't know what to feel again
i feel ignored. everytime
you seem to talk more to him than me nowadays
i tried so hard, but all you see is himi tried all ways to give excuses
tried all ways to stop feeling ignored
but somehow or rather
i only help people
but there are few who helps me
its not a matter of jealousy anymore to me
its a matter of presence and face
i tried so hard, but in the end nothing still changewould there be a difference if i'm gone?
like feeling odd and everything?
or has life take over everyone
that with or without me
everything would be just fine?
you told to not to this and that
but tell me how not to?
i gave everything i could, but its hard trying not to feel ignoredon a brighter note,
i'm officially a Dragon Knight =)
level 73 now.
even simple things like talking,
testimonials, tags, and everything
how often i got the initiative first?i wonder if this 3 months are considered successful
i always said i wanted time alone
but all i need is you
with you by me, knowing your're here to push me on
everything is possible
i live and breathe your air
i want to kiss you life i've kissed no one
i want you by my side
tell me you're here... always....
i really really missed the past
the past where you will come and find me
without even me to try to find you
no matter if any others were in the picturepick me up when i fall
tell me i'm the only one for you
tell me that i won't be ignored no more
tell me your love is true
let me be in your arms
let me love you once again
you never fail to say
dear, i love you
now, everything is him first before me
i really love you, but i just want more attention than himi want to see you so badly
just seeing you cures my 3 days without you
just 1 time a week
i'm satisfied enough
there maybe other guys in your heart now
i may not be as important anymore
i may not be the first one that your mind crosses
when you need to talk
when you need laughter
when you need to pass your time
but just in case that guy is ever busy for you
i want you to know
i'm always at the 2nd (for so as i see now)
waiting to be there
to make your day right once again...
is that something too hard to ask from?
saying i'm not sad will be an april fool's joke
dear, do you feel what i feel?
i just want to be no.1 in your heart
right before everyone =(will the past repeat once more?
for just a day or two?
i really really really miss the past everything
where everything was honeymoon
love me, kill me, hate me, ignore me
choose your poison.
to live, to breathe, to be by you. not just now
but foreverLabels: heartbreaks
