i wish i could have been more useful
in everyone's life
there's something call 'ability inferiority'
just how much do people put me in their lives
one moment i can be the best friend
of your life
yet the next
i can be let go and gone
so easily with an 'ok' or a 'bye'
many people come to me when they're down
when they need someone for advice
even to get themselves out of boredom
i made an effort to try to maintain
everyone's feeling of the equal standard
maybe its cos i can easily sense people's behaviour change
but when it comes to myself
none will be there to entertain
yeah maybe a few
but its people who i'm not that familar with
am i taken for granted?
yes says zizi.
why can't people take the extra mile
for others when i always take it for them?
maybe i'm someone, just something that is there
in everyone's mind that i can trust and talk to
but isn't someone or somthing
worth helping.
smile i will tell myself
because if i were to frown over every little things,
i would have died of depression.
i no need anything more
i just want more attention from ppl
i think i deserve to.
not just.
"oh you feeling down ah. hao de. dun bother you le"
sometimes i just don't want people to worry
but that doesn't mean i don't want people to care
i may just reply
"ya its ok. just some random emo-ness"
scorpios never tell you their true feelings
the first time roundi guess rumbling its useless
no one reads anyway
i'm just a little pawn thats
just that small in people's life
and i'm not being emo
for god sake.
i'm just being who i want to be
someone who people thinks
i'm worth caring for
if only, i'm more significant in your life..
love me just a little more. just a little more...Labels: random
